Beating Hearts ☮

Happy 16th Claire!

2012-02-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

Happy 16th Claire! ♥
Hello Claire! :) I don't know if you're reading this but I think you are! Time really flies. Exactly a month ago, you left for Australia :( I'm sad but I can see that you're happy and living well so I feel happy for you. Hehehhhe :) please do not think that I did not remember your birthday and only remembered it via Facebook cause I really remembered your birthday like the moment the clock ticks 12 :) I sent you an SMS but An Qi told me you have cancelled your line so I thought that by dedicating this blog post to you which I have always been doing for the past 3 years, it's the only way I could communicate with you! Hehe, so remember our monthly promise despite how busy you are okay? It's a new month and I'm still waiting for your email :):):) Once again, happy 16th! Sorry for this mundane post with no pictures or nothing but I'll edit real soon cause I'm actually posting this via my iPod! :) so I hope you have a memorable birthday, I hope that you and your family are living happily and healthily, I hope that you will always remember me, I hope that you will come back to Singapore soon and will be able to watch NC16 movies, I hope that in bad times, you'll always manage to pull through successfully, I hope that you will always be the cheerful, optimistic and adorable Claire I've known! <3

Gong Xi Fa Cai!

2012-01-29T19:20:00.001+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish all of you :

Happy Dragon New Year! ♥Credits here

Lunar New Year has always been one of my favourite festive holiday and it is not about missing school or the ang paos but it's when all the relatives be it the paternal or maternal side, distant or close, gather together! :) I seriously love that kind of feeling and togetherness though we may not be close and visit one another once every year only. So let me briefly state how I've spent my new year~

On Day 1, I went to Malaysia of course! It's like a yearly tradition that we will wake up early in the morning, feel what's under our pillow (压睡钱) and then proceed to kneeling down in front of our parents and bainian to them, saying all the chinese new year cliche chinese idioms, wishing them happiness and longevity and then, we would get our ang paos! We would then proceed to Malaysia after that and that's the main reason why we woke up so early which is, to avoid the traffic congestions. We were glad that the traffic was free flowing and so my father decided to take a new shorter route. This part is damn funny :D As the highway wasn't exactly completed, they made some changes to the originally straight route plan of the highway and we were so blur by all the signages and before we knew it, we found ourselves on the road, where cars were driving towards us. It's so so funny and what's more, my father just uttered an epic "eh?". I couldn't stop laughing and thankfully, the drivers were patient. And so we reached successfully, took nap, extended relatives came, left, and then the lion dance troupe came. There were like 20 of them and only 6 were performing so I didn't really know what the other people there were doing but it should be them coming to collect the ang paos :) Time literally flew past. It's night time and cousins started to play with firecrackers, lit fireworks, experimented with the new firecrackers and sparks and finally, my favourite that is, to light up the 孔明灯 or 许愿灯 (those shown in the 那些年,我们一起追的女孩 movie). Each family had one and we wrote down our wishes, car numbers and lit the huge lantern before setting its flight to the skies! Sorry but I'm too lazy to upload the pictures. Hehehe :) That's about all for Day 1!

On Day 2, I just went visiting to my ahma's house > babysitter house > mom's friend whom I treat like my second dad since he dotes on me and watch me grow up > grand aunt's house > aunt's house and back home! It was really fun though :)

On Day 6 which is yesterday, my cousins from Malaysia came in the morning and I had flag day so I rushed home afterwards, change and met them at my ahma's house! We later brought them to my mom's friend house again and he introduced me as his daughter to his cousin. Teehee :) Then to my third grand aunt's house, and my 8th grandaunt and 11th grandaunt house for dinner! You must be wondering which I've got so many grandaunts and yes, I do have many! Hahahahahh :)

It's Day 7 today and it's everyone's birthday cause every 初七 of Chinese New Year, it's 人日! :) So yeah, Happy Birthday Everyone and go and lao yu sheng with your family members! That's about all and so, I wish all of you a very Happy Lunar New Year (I hope i'm not too late) and that you have enjoyed your Lunar New Year as much as I did. Muacks and see you all soon!

CNY Performance! :)

2012-01-22T00:04:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update! Anyway, Chinese New Year performance was really successful. Hehe, and I was the lion's backside :) Yay! Good Job Crescent Dancers <3

The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain ♥

My Knitted Sweater.

2012-01-16T22:16:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhh, I'm so sorry for the lack of update of this blog space but I promise I'll update more soon! Like really soon about my life, and stuff that I've been going through in school probably on Friday! :) I'll upload pictures if possible too, gtg! Muacks :)

Keeping the Faith.

2012-01-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

First week of School has ended! How time flies :( It's good and bad too! I don't want time to pass quickly as I want to go back to those lovely memories but at the same time, I want to finish my education :) Nevertheless, 2012 is a really crucial year for me as I'm taking my O levels :O So scary but I'm somewhat looking forward to the challenges I'm going to face this year and how I'm gonna take them down. I hope the first week of school has been fine for all of you! :) It's just the start and don't get overly stress! May the angels protect all my wonderful readers and me <3 Hehehe, bye and Muacks <3<3<3

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. ♥

I miss Sophisca!

2012-01-05T14:03:00.001+08:00

Hehehhhe, if you were wondering what's Sophisca, it's a chocolate shop in Taiwan :) It sells many many chocolates, sweets especially during the Christmas season. Not only are the prices reasonable, the chocolate and packaging of both chocolate and sweets are really pretty! It's great for presents especially like what Si Xuan and I got for An Qi and Kiang Rae. I really love the vivid effects of the pictures I've taken. Though the quality isn't that good as I used my iPod, it's still pretty! (Y)

I've never wanted to bid you farewell.

2012-01-04T19:07:00.001+08:00

Claire ♥

2012!

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! ♥

My First Countdown Overseas! ^^

2011-12-31T20:04:00.002+08:00

It's been quite a long time since I last posted! Teehee. Sorry that my blog is becoming really mundane as I have no pictures or no resources so my posts are getting really wordy. A new year is coming and this is my first time celebrating the new year in Malaysia with my cousins :) Yay! I remember I celebrated the New Year last year just watching tv and going for a late night supper. So yeah! It's time to show you my 2011 resolutions once again or at least to myself to see what I've accomplished. I just copied and pasted everything from my blog post previously for easy reference ^^

1. ~~Study hard and be in the top 20% in school.~~ - Sigh, I wondered if I was but I hope I was! After all, I've been studying hard in 2011 and I've seen improvements (not much but I'll continue working on it) and that's good so I take it as I've accomplished it :)
2. Learn to not think about stuff that has already pass. - Ahhh, this is still my weakness. Actually, I think this is everyone's weakness but I think that if it doesn't affect us that much in our studies or our health, it's okay! But I think, I still have to work on it!
3. ~~Spend more time with family.~~ - Of course I've done that as my family is always my first priority in life ♥
4. ~~Complete Osim Triathlon and Duathlon successfully.~~ - I did it!!!
5. ~~Find nice and pretty clothes.~~ - I shall not deny the fact that I've indeed got lots of new clothes but I take this as a weakness for me now because I really spent too much but I still think I don't have enough clothes. Sigh but since I'll be busy next year (which means less time to shop), I forgive myself. Hahahah :)
6. Less bad tempered at home. - I don't think I have the right to comment on this but only people around me, my friends, family members can comment on it. Albeit the fact that I still get angry easily, I think that I've prevented myself from blowing up several situations.
7. Not obsessed with any artiste so that I can focus on studies. - Teehee, aiyo, I think I should continue to include this in my 2012 resolution! Hahahahah
8. ~~Pass grade 8 piano practical and theory exams!!!~~ - I did it too and I think this is my best accomplishment for 2011 :)
9. Be happy and healthy! (: - I think this will always be in my resolution so yeah :]
10. Have a boyfriend, hehe! - Okay, this is damn funny cause I was trying to make this person jealous. Hahahah, I still find it funny though ;)

For those that I've had it bold, I've accomplished it! *pats my own back*

It's time for my 2012 resolutions now~

1. Study hard (listening in class, completing all my homework, studying smart, not obsessed with anything) for O levels!!! :)
2. Complete Army Half Marathon and keep fit.
3. Spend less money :)
4. All A1's for O' levels (I know that I'll get my results in 2013 though ^^)
5. Be happy and healthy! (:

Yay, I shall keep my resolutions simple and good luck to me in achieving it once again! Good Luck to everyone too. It's going to be a new year, a new beginning so let's all work hard and make 2012 an enriching and fufilling year! :)

The past is lessons to learn. The present is opportunity to practice those lessons. The future is time to enjoy those lessons learned. ♥

Rolling in the Deep.

2011-12-26T17:02:00.000+08:00

Hello My Dear Readers! :) I'm back from Taiwan like a long long time ago :( Sigh, I really miss Taiwan! Do you know I spent like half a month there for the whole of December. Frankly speaking, both trips to Taiwan were fun just that it's in a different 'fun' sort of thing. My family Taiwan Trip was fun because we really bonded a lot and the fact that my brother is entering NS next year, we will not have much time together as a family :( Many many funny things happened but there were times where I felt irritated too when my parents become angst or when my siblings tease me! Hahahahha :) Sorry if I did not post any pictures cause I'm too lazy and I'm also in Malaysia and therefore the USB is not with me. Basically, we went to a lot of different places that I did not go when I went with Dance. There was this hotel which is a safari themed resort and it's so damn cool cause we were like with the animals and my room was next to the camel's enclosure! :) Teehee. There was this hot spring hotel too! It's like so cool like there was this hot spring in our hotel! It looks like a bath tub, but we have to walk down and it's deeper and larger. If you've caught me on twitter, you'll understand. Of course I went to the outdoor hot spring too to do fish spa too. I was screaming away and luckily no one was irritated but laughed at me instead. Thank god :) I went to the hot spring but it was a little to hot and I felt a little dizzy so I came up to play the slide and after that, we played basketball in the water where my brother and sister teamed up against my father and I. It was a really good exercise man :) The worse hotel was the one on the last day as it was pretty old and there was no wi-fi so I was practically not contactable on the last day. But it was good too cause it was near the mrt station so my mom brought us to sit the mrt to shihlin night market! :) Actually I didn't really shop a lot in Taiwan because they sold apparels suitable for winter but I still bought some stuff. Oh, and on the last day where we did the packing, our luggages had totally no space at all and it was like those duper expanded bu4 dao3 wong1 like they could not balance properly! It was super funny man and our luggage even broke. Sobs. Okie, thank you papa and mommy for all that you've spent on the trip including those money spent in Taiwan on those goodies and our shopping 'loots'.So I am in Malaysia now! I'm happy but I feel a bit bad too as I'm not there for dance practices and farewell. Sigh. Jiayou to all the Sec 3s and sorry for my absence! Lastly, Happy Boxing Day everyone! <3 Muacks.

Santa Claus is coming to town! ~

2011-12-25T12:17:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas! ♥

My Long Lost Friend.

2011-12-16T09:41:00.000+08:00

P.S. All photos were non edited except that several built in effects in camera were used! ^^

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control. ♥

#2011regrets

2011-12-15T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hey all! Yep, I'm so sorry for not updating for a long long time. Anw, did I mention my parents bought me a new iPod? Hehe, I'm so happy and thank you mom and pops :) so currently, I've got 2 iPods in hand, a black and white one :) A new canon camera too! Wheeee~ anyway, I was a little lazy to blog about Taiwan trip so I made a gif with all the highlights in a day, with thoughts and pictures included! Teehee, but in fact, I spent a lot more time editing it and I don't know why it doesn't repeat after a cycle so all you've got to do is just to refresh it! :):) All in all, I really really enjoyed this trip! It's not about the fun but the learning experience, how I've got to interact with those simple minded and optimistic children there, how I've met such wonderful tour guides, how I've grown closer to my batch mates, seniors and juniors! So, I thank all the teachers for taking much much effort for doing the behind the scenes work and making this trip a success :}

Okie, I'm glad to say that I'll be going back to Taiwan again this friday which is the 16th and will be back on the 23rd! Wheeeee~ I can't wait but I'm guilty :> guilty for the fact that I've not touched a single work, guilty for the fact that I did not study at all! Sigh, but but but, I'm not going to let all these affect my trip! After this trip, I promise promise that I'll work harder, prepare for a new year (or rather o' levels) and finish my hol hw! Hehehe, wheeee~ And from now on, I shall treat Taiwan and Hokkaido my second home! Have I ever told you how much I love these 2 places? I'll probably go back there someday :)

Next, as the title says, my 2011 regrets. I know it's kind of demoralizing because I should do a 2012 resolution instead or at least my accomplishments in 2011! But wait, I'll do that on the 31st Dec 2011 and probably flip through my 2011 resolutions :) Teehee! Okay, I got this inspiration from Twitter and let's start!

Firstly, I regretted not loving the things I do, meaning studies. I mean everyone would not love studying but why make yourself so miserable when it is a must in life? Why not love it, do it good and you may even enjoy for the rest of your life? Its easy to say, but yet not easy to accomplish. I realize that it's not that I did not work hard enough and therefore my results. It's actually the heart, my willingness. Everyone would have seen I've worked hard but behind the scenes, I hated what I was going through and so, I just did everything for the sake of doing it. So perhaps, this is one of my regrets this year and I'll learn from it :)

Secondly, I regretted not treating people how they've treated me. Like, I know I'm pampered being the youngest and therefore, my temper is the worse. Sometimes I don't know why but I just can't control! I've tried, but failed but I'll continue trying. I should really stop hurting those people around me and to those I've hurt, I'm really sorry!

Thirdly, I regretted spending so much money these holidays! Omg, I really spent too much. Im never satisfied with what I have in my wardrobe. Oh no! I feel happy that I've got many loots but thinking about how much I've spent, I feel so guilty. Okay, I will change and it will be part of my resolution. Like, I'll save 60% - 75% of my allowance and not buy anymore clothes till the next school holidays which is March next year.

Lastly, I regretted hurting myself. Some may not get my meaning but I regretted not looking at the brighter side of life and thus hurting myself in terms of physical, emotional or psychologically. I know I've many people I could always seek help from and I know there are many people who care for me and I know I've hurt many people with my selfish thinking. So sorry! But don't worry! I'll change as well ;)

Okay, I'm so sorry for this long wordy post! I don't know why but tonight, my 感触良多! :) Teehee! So, bye-bye and I'll be back! ^^ Muacks.

Dance till the stars come down with the rafters.

2011-12-12T23:19:00.001+08:00

Taiwan Dance Exchange 2011! ♥

Happy Birthday An Qi!

2011-12-04T08:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday An Qi! ♥This is a scheduled post because I can't possibly blog in taiwan! :D Anyway, Happy Birthday An Qi and I'm so sorry I can't wish you happy birthday on 4th December! :( But nevertheless, I would like to wish you a happy happy birthday and may health and happiness be with you! <3 Thank you for being such a great friend! I really enjoy laughing with you and everything so stay like this okie? I'll pass you your present when I'm back! Once again, Happy Birthday!

The day we become hello kitties! ^^

2011-11-30T18:00:00.001+08:00

A little update!

2011-11-26T23:45:00.001+08:00

I want the shirt and bracelets! ^^ It's so pretty.This clutch is way too nice too! Hope to get something like this for prom next year. Haha!I've been really into bows these days! I sort of bought a wallet cause of the bow though I dislike the colour. Teehee! Don't you think the heels are pretty? I want it too!

Hehehe, so Hello! I know I haven't been updating this space for a really really long time and it's not that I don't have the time but it's I don't have the mood. Sigh. I can actually update this blog everyday but I'm too lazy to. Anyway, I can't wait for Taiwan trip! Went back to school on Wednesday and Friday for briefing and planning and it just makes me more and more egg-cited! I went for like tons and tons of shopping trip to prepare for this taiwan trip but of course, non turn out productive cause I'll turn out shopping for other stuffs. Teehee! I really bought like lots and lots of non taiwan related stuff like shoes, accessories, wallets, clothes, and many others and I spent a lot on food. Teehee :P Not exactly food but snacks like crispy seaweed and bubble tea? :D Hahahahaha. Oh went out with Si Xuan on Friday and bought a pair of shoes for Taiwan! So happy but I sort of forced her into buying similar pair so that I can get better discounts! Sorry Si Xuan D: Oh, Si Xuan and I customized bracelets for ourself too, like with our names and we did as birthday presents for people too! It's such a great deal, like so so so so much cheaper than those shops like mu-ee or gift a name! :D And I went out with Si Xuan today again! It turned out really productive and we bought a similar bag for our taiwan trip. I was like super indecisive! :( I hate it when I become super indecisive. Sigh. I bought a pair of sandals too! :) It was like I went in, Si Xuan pointed out to me a pair of sandals she bought previously, I tried it and it so happened to be the right size, I bought it! Haha, the whole process took less than 5 mins? That's why people say spending money is so easy! :O My mom keeps nagging at me daily not to spend beyond my means and she keeps wondering if I will spend more than what I earn in future! Hehehe. Oh and the shoe shop keeper said I'm cute or what cause I kept making mistakes and kept saying sorry. Ooops. And while walking down orchard today, 2 people came up to Si Xuan and I asking if we want to be models! :o We got like a huge shock cause we were talking happily and they pop out all of a sudden but we still gave them our age, name and number so that we can leave and I feel kind of bad if I just walk away so yep! Since, it's their job, I shall just help them because I'm not really going to go into this profession. I went home and told my brother about it and he said these modelling agencies don't pay you for modelling but instead, we have to pay them for grooming us! :o And in far east, this guy approached us and made a confession or something like that. Like he said I'm cute and he like cute girls! I was scared out of my wits and it was so awkward and I really want to walk away but I'm scared that's really rude! Si Xuan so naughty, quickly walk away leaving me there! Hahaha, but later I was like bye bye and walk away too! Hahaha, my bro said that the guy did it out of a dare made by his friends and I think so too but I was so afraid that there was a hidden camera. Hahahahaha, anyway, my mom bought for me a winter jacket! Wheeee, so I don't have to bring my really big down jacket! :D Okay, that's all for now! Bye! OH, and I finally updated my tumblr so do check it out!

The past is lessons to learn. The present is opportunity to practice those lessons. The future is time to enjoy those lessons learned. ♥

Way back to Childhood Memories!

2011-11-22T22:07:00.001+08:00

Hehehe, as the title describes, I indeed went back to my childhood memories by going to the ZOO! It was fun but tiring and sweaty but at least, I felt really pleased and finally managed to accomplish one of my "places to go" list. Teehee! Thank god the weather today was awesome! I shan't say awesome because it was a little too hot but at least, it did not rain a single bit and there was only a slight drizzle for like around a minute or two. Oh, if you find that Wei Lynn appeared in very few photos while Si Xuan and I appeared everywhere, don't blame us! It took us a long time to coax Wei Lynn to take one photo so if you see her appearing, it's a very good sign! Haha, I noticed this as well! Towards the end, you can see the tired look on our faces! Okay, without further ado, I shall let the pictures take you through! :)

More pictures available here!

Sleep longer, laugh harder, love better, and be stronger. ♥

Sing like nobody's listening.

2011-11-21T22:37:00.001+08:00

There's nothing interesting in my life so far! Apart from the fact that I sleep late, wake up late, watch dramas, eat, there's really nothing much. Jie Jie's in Vietnam and I now have the whole bed to myself! Recently, I did a wardrobe makeover :D Teehee, I cleared like 4 big bags of clothings which I wore in primary school or even lower secondary! I even standardized the hangers used :) Then I shifted my whole nail polish collection, accessories, belts, hairbands, wallets and bags there because they used to be roaming around, somewhere in the house, collecting dust. But I'm glad I cleared my wardrobe as it's really neat now. I'm going to the zoo with Si Xuan and Wei Lynn and probably her twin sister tomorrow! It's been ages since I last went there. I remember when I was in N2, probably around 4 years old, I would go to the zoo every Tuesday as my aunt used to work there so I can enter the zoo anytime I like for freeee! Such a good deal :D My maid was laughing at me when I viewed those videos that Wildlife Reserve Singapore put up on youtube cause I was bored today. Anyway, this zoo plan did change a lot! I was supposed to go with Yun Ying and Xiang Jun but it's okay because they have their reasons for not going. Hopefully I can take many many pictures tomorrow to update this mundane blog and I'll see you till then! So let's hope the zoo trip is a success :)

There is so much left to say, but the words can never describe the way I feel about you. ♥

Smile, because you deserve it!

2011-11-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

School officially ended, as in no more chinese intensives or remedials or whatsoever but there's still taiwan trip briefing for dance. I can't wait! I can't wait for family trip to taiwan too cause we're going to a theme park. It's been ages since we last went to the theme park. Mommy has yet to bring me to Universal Studios and it has been dragging ever due to korkor's A levels and prelims! Actually, I could have easily gone without my brother but I find no meaning in going to such places when every member of the family is not present. Teehee.

On the way home today, I was left to think about friendship again. Whenever I'm alone, I'm always thinking about redundant stuff but oh well. It sort of makes me wonder how friends who used to be so close, sharing all their problems and little secrets with one another, hardly communicates now. I'm saying this not out of mere situations but I did experience it. AA and I used to be really really close friends and I remember a period of time, we went out together frequently and even made plans for future outings. We shared little secrets of our crush and even seek help from one another. You can imagine how close we were but ever since this year, we hardly communicate anymore. Don't talk about communicating, when we see each other, we don't even bother to greet. Actually, I did greet her but apparently, she doesn't acknowledges it so gradually, my constant habit of greeting her died down as I see no reason in greeting her anymore. And now, we don't even make eye contact and even avoid one another or when our eyes meet, it changes direction immediately. I'm saying this not wanting to blame her but after this incident, I knew what kind of friendships are meant to be kept. I mean, if both party puts in the effort to make one another's day, of course the friendship will last long because we care for one another! So I really hope that in future, I will meet more of this kind of friends and not those superficial ones :) Okay, I don't know what's with this post but yeah, at least I do feel better now! Bye!

Laughter is not only the best medicine. It’s also the best disguise. ♥

11/11/11 11:11:11

2011-11-11T23:11:00.001+08:00

I've a habit of taking screen shots for those important date, time, and seconds of my life :):) so here I am on 11/11/11 11:11:11, making a wish! I wish that Papa, Mommy, Kor Kor, Jie Jie, Kaka and Family, Malaysian Relatives, My Beloved Friends & SNSD are happy and healthy forever! :) thank you for being part of my life! <3

p/s I apologize for not being able to take a screen shot of my family but, they are the most important people of my life and will always be <3

Love like you've never been hurt.

2011-11-10T21:26:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time since I last blogged. Teehee. First week of school was wasted? Not exactly wasted but we had Chinese Intensive for the entire week so it isn't exactly a holiday but at least, it did benefited me and I developed a greater interest for chinese! And now, Chinese O's are finally overrrrrr! Well recently, I picked up a very expensive yet interesting hobby! From the above pictures, I'm sure you can guess what it is right? Teehee. So if you are pondering about what to give me, you can give me something related to nail art! Be it, nail polishes, fimo canes, nail stamping or whatsoever! Hehehehe, no la, just joking! But at least, those are what I really intend to get for myself. I've been keeping myself occupied by watching many many tutorials which are really interesting, seems easy to do but yet not so easy from viewers comments but at least, I can try! Also, I need to stop getting F**e S*** (Name not revealed :P) nail polish as I realised that my nails sort of grew weaker after using it, which is a really bad sign, and they contain this chemical - Formaldehyde which is known to be toxic, when inhaled or consumed and may cause nasal or lung cancer. Actually it is not exactly Formaldehyde, but it is a chemical from this substance which is much much less harmful but it's better safe than sorry! It's good to do a research on your interest before using them isn't it? So yeah, I hope to take up nail art courses after JC and hopefully, it would become a skill!

Don’t trust too much. Don’t love too much. Don’t hope too much. Because that too much can hurt you so much. ♥

Dear Claire,

2011-11-01T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hmmmm, I shall choose this super nice date 1/11/11 to post this for my beloved friend Claire! See the cute flower above? It's a present from Claire to Me! She gave me a diary to write my feelings in it (probably because when she leaves, I have no more friend in Crescent which I feel comfortable to share my feelings with) and a sunflower pen to remind me to always look on the bright side of life! Isn't she so sweet and thoughtful? Well, the purpose of this post is a solo dedication for Claire, my best best best friend ever since Secondary 1!

Dear Claire,
Thank you so much for everything! I mean everything, like tolerating my bad temper, always there to provide me with the best advices, comforting me when I cry, treating me as your very first supporter for you piano pieces! I'm really grateful for your trust in me! I've so much to thank you about, yet, I have so little courage to say these words to you! I will never forget you as one of my best friend, sister, teacher, motivator, piano teacher and many many more. I apologise for being quite mean to you in Secondary 1 where I was reluctant to make friends with you but I'm really glad that I opened my heart to you in the end. On the very first day I stepped into 1S1, you are the first person I knew! You accompanied me to find a teacher despite not knowing me and I didn't really had a proper chance to thank you! Sorry! Nevertheless, thank you for being so cheerful and optimistic about everything in life and influencing the people around you as well. I really enjoy the times spent in dance, talking about Unriddle (TeeHee), planning timetable for EOY together and you tutoring me in English while I teach you maths! May you be happy like always in Australia, free of worries and full of joy! I'm sure your hard work in studies and everything will definitely pay off! I love you! ♥

The happiest people don't have the best of everything, they just make the best of everything. ♥

Popin' Cookin oBento Set!

2011-10-28T18:04:00.004+08:00

*Photospam!*

Hehehe, so above are the pictures of the process! It seemed quite easy to do when I viewed the video but it's quite hard and you need to be really precise like not adding too much water or too little water or you cannot cut too big a hole on the bag or else you will have a fat ramen. Hahaha! So I've yet to buy the Sushi Set which I will pretty soon and I currently have a cake set in hand which I feel may not be that interesting but at least, there's something to keep me occupied! Teehee :)

It’s a lot easier to say I'm mad than to admit I'm hurt. ♥

15 Counts of My Life! ^^

2011-10-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

JieJie is up to her antics again!
Birthday Kiss from Papa and Mommy!
Lastly, PHOTO OF THE DAY!
Today have really been a blast for me! Thanks to everyone especially my family! Thank you Papa and Mommy for the awfully chocolate birthday cake, dinner at Sushi Tei, Ang Paos, and much more love as well as presents to come ^^ Thank you KorKor, JieJie and Kaka&Family, for being part of my 15 years of life :) Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes! I really appreciate it. Hehehe, even though my hands may be tired from typing those "thank you" messages, it really makes me happy to receive those short yet wonderful birthday messages. I once said that I will post up my birthday wishlist, however, I did not! Reason being, my wish is very simple! I wish that my family as well as those that I love and care for, are happy and healthy everyday. Once again, thank you everyone for making this 15th birthday a blast for me!

Happy Birthday to Me! ♥

Once upon a Spring Time

2011-10-20T21:53:00.006+08:00

Today is results day! Hmmmmmm, it's quite disappointing like I thought I could have done better for some subjects but end up it's way below my expectations. I'm also quite disappointed the fact that I work harder than some people and yet, my results are like far worse than them. Doesn't this make you feel a little bu4 fu2 qi4 especially when you are studying so much? I know people have been telling me that my study method is wrong or like I don't understand the concepts well but I thought hard work is the key to success? But anyway, I'm still quite glad that I improved and my father said that you can be not satisfied with your results but you cannot be upset because it's not the end of the world! Hahaha ^^

Oh well, anyway, I think Miss Sim is trending on facebook. Hahaha ^^ I really envy how she meets such a nice nice guy :):) If a guy were to do that to me, which I doubt so, I would probably be so touched and squeeze him so tightly. Hehehehe. Wait till it happens, then I shall see. Maybe generation change, people's ideology change and my future guy will propose to me in a more romantic way? :) HAHAHA, I think I'm crazy! ^^

Don't cry because they left. Smile because they gave you a chance to find someone better. ♥

Jumping for joy is good exercise!

2011-10-18T22:36:00.005+08:00

I apologise for the birthday wishlist post but I'll do it if I have time and of course, before my birthday! Hehe, not hinting to all of you to get anything for me but just for fun. There may even be things that we, students can't afford! :o Anyway, today was a fun day with Anqi and Yunying. It was kind of last minute cause I only asked them like the day before? Haha, and so I shall tell you why I decided to go out with them all of a sudden! Apparently, my mom went jogging on Sunday and she stepped on a coconut, fell, and sprained her ankle. You must be thinking, coconut? And yes, it is a coconut, perhaps a small one but yet it is kind of hilarious isn't it. Anyway, I hope she gets well soon (and bring me for a shopping trip)! Hahahaha, I'm kind of planning a shopping trip to Malaysia, KSL and also Bugis to get my Jeans! I seriously have many many jeans like around 7? :o Anyone wants to buy from me? :):):) Hehehe. Moving back, today was a fun day w/ AQ and YY! It was quite fun like going out with 2 of my best best friends :) Oh, and I am quite satisfied with my purchase today! Okay, anyway, a really short post today! ^^ Will post my wishlist really really soon. Bye! ^^

Get Well Soon and bring me out for a shopping trip, Mommy! ♥

2011-10-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

My Best Friend!

2011-10-15T21:50:00.009+08:00

Hello! Since it's after End Of Years, I'm gonna blog more frequently. Wheeeeeeee~ Anyway, on Friday, I sort of went out with Xiang Jun then went to meet Kiang Rae and Si Xuan to settle dance tee stuff. Hehehehehe, so I met Xiang Jun at around 12 then we had lunch and sort of played and talked. As the title says, I'm gonna talk about my best friend - XiangJun! Frankly speaking, I feel really happy getting to know her! It's like I've never felt irritated or angry before when I'm with her and we will probably talk about every single thing and I enjoy talking to her about my private stuff and whatsoever. At times, I talk to her about my first crush and she will go "How I wish I live in Yishun!" cause she thought that perhaps she could be in the same primary school as me and undergo all the funny events that happened. I've never confided so much with someone who I have just got closer before. I know she's never going to read this cause she seldom reads blogs but anyway, Thank You Xiang Jun for just appearing in my life and making me feel happy every single moment! Anyway, talking about dance tee, it was really fun going to queensway cause I get to eat my herbal egg while xj gets to eat her corn and all of us really had fun going to so many different stalls, asking about their rates. I remembered the first stall we went to which was the stall where xj ordered class tees for our class that costs $23, the girl asked us our budget and we were like "oh, $15?" then she was like "huh? $15? No need so much! $8 can already!" Then we just burst our laughing because it was really shocking and funny at the same time and we all went "huh?" together. Hahahaha. Aftermath, we went to ikea for fun fun fun. Aiyo, looking at those mini "showrooms" makes me wanna have my own "shoe box" flat and I'm probably gonna decorate it with hello kitty furniture or miniature stuff. Anyway, shoe box flats are those type of flats with 1 kitchen, 1 toilet, 1 bedroom and maybe a mini living room which is really small :) Sounds cool right? ^^
Oh well, anyway, I really had a wonderful day with xj, kr and sx, especially xj since we met the longest and chatted the longest! :) That's all for this post! Next post is gonna be about my birthday wishlist. Stay tuned and Bye! ^^

Be amazing. Be good. Be pretty. Be strong. Be smart. Be cool. But the most important thing is, be yourself! ♥

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.

2011-10-13T18:21:00.006+08:00

Yoohooo, I'm back! It's been a month since I last posted due to End of Years. I really hope I do well, especially when I've planned out a timetable and consistently follow it, isolate myself in a room or whatsoever. Hehehehe, of course many many things happened during this period of time like I was super duper stressed over everything but I'm glad I was able to pull through. Some backdated photos to share with all of you! Hehehe, it's Jie Jie's, Ka Ka's and Mommy's birthday. If you notice, I'm like wearing dresses for all the cake cutting sessions cause Mommy was like shouting "oi! go and change clothes!" then to save time, I just wear a dress over my home clothes or should i say shorts. There you go~

p.s/ I'm look fat in the pictures and I think I really am!

Now that exams are over, I feel a little weird. Like, I don't have a timetable to follow but I have to settle so many many things that I left off when I went for my mugging period. Like this blog, my blogshop, updating my cashbook etc. I also have to schedule many outings because I know I'm going to be really busy this holidays. Sigh. So yesterday was my last paper which is HCL Paper 2 and I think I did it quite badly. After which, I went to Plaza Singapura with Yun Ying and I seriously spent a lot. Not on clothes or anything, sadly. At least, I really had a lot of fun and I think both of us are funny. Sometimes we just "ohhhh~" together thinking we "oh-ed" about the same thing but it's actually different. Being with yy is really fun and enjoyable cause she's just like an angel. Hahaha, and she kept insisting on buying those nice hk notebooks for my birthday. Ahhhhh, so nice but of course I stopped her from doing so :) okay, let my stress once more, exams are over~ and I can look forward to my birthday trip with sx and kr, zoo trip with yy and xiangjun and my shopping trip with yy and my taiwan trip with family and also visits to malaysia. Wheeee~ It's been really long since I last been to Malaysia and maybe, I can ask my uncle to bring me to a shopping mall to shop with mommy. They have really nice and cheap things there. Oh oh, and recently, because of Si Xuan, I've been going gaga over SNSD. They are really a cute bunch of girls I should say and just by watching all the videos, I feel super happy and I even bought those $1 cards from Comic Connection.

Okay, before I end I would like to wish Kaka, Jie Jie and Mommy :

Happy Belated Birthday! ♥

Missing you is my hobby, caring for you is my job, make you happy is my duty, and loving you is my life. ♥

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

2011-09-10T19:31:00.001+08:00

H I B E R N A T I N G

Forget past mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything except what you're going to do now and do it! ♥

At least this is how I feel.

2011-09-06T00:24:00.003+08:00

When we were all happy,

2011-09-04T18:19:00.004+08:00

I've been really happy these days! I feel like I'm living in the past. I've not been in contact with my secondary school life! All the messages I've sent, all the blog posts I've been updating, all the status updates are regarding my primary school! I feel so happy :):):):):):):):):) I really want to rewind back to the past, where we were all naive children, where we were so bonded regardless of gender, where we beared the whole responsibility so that less people would get scolded, where we joked with teachers as though they were our friends, where we all agreed to attend our teachers' wedding, where i thought that true love existed and will last forever, where we were truly happy and carefree with no worries or at most worries which we thought were but actually aren't. I really miss those times. Someone bring them back to me please?

Living in the Past

2011-09-01T14:54:00.007+08:00

It's Teachers Day! Of course everything did not start out well but at the end of the day, I was super duper happy so (Y)! But the happy part only started once I met my ohsobeloved friends. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Shall start briefly. In the morning, we went around giving teachers their presents! Then had Aces Day under the hot sun then had teachers' day performance which i had several problems settling some issues. Felt a little disappointed that my day actually started out like this :(

These are the presents for my teachers! I never include Mr Ng's one though. Hehehehehehe~ Instead of having 1 rose for Mr Ng, I had a bouquet for him! :):):) After all, his my most favourite teacher. Hehehehe

After Teachers Day performance!
After that, I met Nicole at the foyer and we had all the time to proceed to Chongfu. So happy. Last time we used to rush like siao, even having to take the taxi but now we just took our own sweet time even buying bubble tea and browsing for last minute teachers' day presents cause they had a specific time slot for alumni students to go back which is 1-2pm and also performance ended on the dot or even earlier! Upon reaching Chongfu, already saw the guys there but we didn't really talk to them. Hahaha, don't know what to talk about. Then at like 1pm, there was a teacher (I didn't like him cause that time he made me stand up in front of whole school when it was not even my fault) who made some announcement, asking us to fill up some forms which I already filled up online. Aiyo, waste so much paper. Wheeeee, then that time already had Nicole, Cheng Hung, Kai Gi, Xian Hao, Wen Yu, Kai Jun and I before Jermaine, Debbie, Shi Bei and Jian Lin came to join us. It was really awkward like we didn't find the teacher but instead they came to find us :( And we also didn't know what to talk to Mr Ng and Xu Lao Shi about. Hehe. Then Priscilla and Hui Shan finally came to join us! Yay :) Really had a whole lot of time catching up with everyone! At least 11 people came :):):) I was really shy to pass Mr Ng my present so when he left, I ran up to him and pass him. Hahahaa, he was shock, I think he must be wondering why didn't I pass it to him earlier ^^ Everything ended and we went to Northpoint for lunch at Ishimura then Priscilla used Jermaine's iPhone to check in and wrote "washing dishes". By then, only left Hui Shan, Jermaine, Debbie, Priscilla, Shi Bei and I! Hahahaha. Super funny! Then we sat down there for a super super long time to chat chat before going to Junction 8 to get Koi for Hui Shan, Debbie, Priscilla and Shi Bei while Jermaine and I went to get Gong Cha! :):):) While waiting, we really talk a lot lot lot. And it sort of really shocked me that there are people who appreciate 6 Gracious'08 much more than me. I was super surprised but pleased at the same time. Then we started talking about our secondary school life. Like how we handle pain, stress and everything and I'm glad that we share the same thinking too~ we were on our way to find the rest, while they were also on the way to find us. So fated. LOL. Heheheehhehe, camwhored with Debbie's DSLR and polaroid @ the playground and everything. Then we went back to Yishun. Conversation with them really lit up my day. I've never felt so happy with friends before.

We parted at the MRT Station while Hui Shan, Jermaine and I walked home. It was quite early around 5.20? And I only had to reach home at 6+ so we sat at the void deck and talk and recall or the past memories we had in Chongfu. It was so fun! Hahaha, then they told me how I used to run to the green fence at the basketball court (already replace by the indoor sports hall) to cry and they will cheer me up by saying "If you smile once, I give you a stick of mentos", "Smile again, another stick!". Hahahaha, so memorable. I bet no one would ever use that type of method to cheer me up when I cry again or maybe it will only happen when I'm with them! Talked about crushes and everything we could rake up about the times we were still in Chongfu about how we used to fight with the guys, how I scolded them when they tripped us, how we played catching at the court yard, how Mr Ng would only allow the 'non-sweaty' people enter the class. Hahahaaha! So cute ^^ Time really zoom past us. It was like around 6.15? Then I really had no choice but to go home and prepare for tuition :'( Even though it was such a short period of time, I really felt very very very happy that it's literally indescribable. Thank you Hui Shan, Jermaine, Debbie, Priscilla, Shi Bei and Jian Lin for making this day such an enjoyable day for me.

You guys really rock my life! ♥
&
Happy Teachers' Day!

All picture credits goes to Debbie for her awesome photographic skills and awesome camera!

I'm just tired of living

2011-08-26T22:15:00.009+08:00

It's been so so so so long since I last blogged. Tee Hee. Today was so unproductive. I was supposed to make foam roses and I didn't know how to :( In the end, I took 5 hours to analyse how to fold a foam rose but still failed terribly. Hehehehe. So I was looking for costumes for Teachers' Day performance and it was such a success! I took Jie Jie's white shirt with a tie which she bought from Taiwan, mommy's office jacket and pants. I remembered Jie Jie wearing a white shirt or something like that for Gong Gong's birthday and she looked like a waiter. Hahahaha, and the good thing is, it fits me perfectly! ^^ Wheeeee~ Then I started to feel curious about how I would dress when I go to work so I randomly took the white shirt and fit it with Mommy's G2000 skirt which I chose for her a very very long time ago but yet, she did not even wear it once! Hahahaha, so want to look at how I look? Tada, don't laugh!

Hahahaha, I look retarded, lol. Anyway, I used Jie Jie's white shirt, fitting with Mommy's G2000 skirt, fitting with Jie Jie's prom night shoes and I'm probably going to wear high heels when I work, and lastly, Kaka's bag which looks quite classy here. I'm excited for my working life in future and I think, I would prefer working than studying but apparently, mommy says that I will enjoy studying more because in work life, we have to deal with bosses, results and family but when studying, all we have to deal with is our studies which is results! Oh well, but I'm kinda excited what I would work as in future ^^v

Laughter is timeless. Imagination has no age. And dreams are forever. ♥

#10 - What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you? ^^

2011-08-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

Hahahahahahahahahaha, probably my brother criticising every single thing about me and it's countless that I sort of got used to it but still find him mean >:( Short post! ^^

#09 - What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you? ^^

2011-08-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmmm, any positive thing regarding my looks or physical feature is good to me! ^^ Hehehehehhehehehe. I'm not implying anything but it just makes me happyyyyyyy~ Okay, byebye ^^

Joy is a flower that blooms when you do

2011-08-14T18:15:00.017+08:00

Street Sales was fun fun fun fun fun with my 2 lovely partners Ellie and YunYing! :):) Hehe, we started off in a group of 3, I'm the one holding the pretty poster, Ellie's the one asking people for donations and giving out pretty foam roses and Yun Ying is the one carrying the donation bag! I tell you uh, doing street sales or flag day with them is the best thing that could ever happen since I have always been scared of crowds since young :( The fengshui outside Mandarin Gallery, close to Orchard Cineleisure and *Scape was super good la! :) Many many foreigners and tourists made generous donations like 10bucks and we were all like super super shock, hehe. Never in my life did I ever felt the warmth and compassion of the human race. Therefore, it really left me with a good good impression of foreigners and tourists but not the locals :( Some were really really nice and cute :):):) while some just treated us like we never even existed :(:(:( but it's okay since I have 2 wonderful people cheering me up! For our hard work, we decided to take a break and so we went to *Scape for GongCha ♥ ! Wheeee, sadly, it wasn't opened yet so we went into *Scape and camwhored like siao ^^

Yun Ying and I! I like Ellie's phone! So many cam apps and the results of the edited photos are really pretty!

Ellie and Me! Hehe, the poster Ellie's holding was the one I held when asking for donations and the foam rose were the ones that were given out too!
So after that, when Gong Cha opened, we went to place our orders! I treated Ellie and Ellie still owes me one treat. Wheeeeeeee~ No queue at all because we were one of the first few :):):) hehehehe. Then, I suddenly had the urge to take neoprints w/ them since the one at *Scape wasn't really good so we went to Cineleisure to take the $12 one :):):) Effect was nice but it was toooooo fast!

Tada! So pretty right! ^^
Reported back to far east for our next mission which was Silent Flashmob. But before that, took pictures with Ellie's phone again and went super high with Ellie, Adreena and Xiang Jun they all! Such a wonderful company <3

With my 2 awesome buddies! I think we all very cute here :)

And the big big big super crazy and high group. Haha, we even played some game like collecting as much money from some motion sensor which was super duper cute and embarrassing at the same time!
On the way to Ngee Ann City, we went to grab many chocolates! Orchard seems fun during weekends now with many street sales, Flea and organisations giving out freebies! Haha, Flashmob quite fail la but I'm glad that people still appreciated our efforts and even wanted to take pictures with us! But hor, the Ellie so blur. Flashmob started already still don't know and moving about. Then Lady Gaga song playing, she singing. Then still can scratch face somemore. Aiyoyoyoyoyo :):) Hahahaha.

When my shift ended, I could not stop thanking Yun Ying and Ellie but Ellie said that I like Ah Ma like that :( Cause I keep saying "UH". Hehehehehe. Yun Ying went home while Ellie and I went to Thank God It's Flea (T.G.I.F) @ Orchard Central cause many were promoting this event while we were doing our street sales. So fun le and there's this booth that sells really pretty things like necklaces and bracelet but I was more interested in the bracelet but hor, we both very broke so in the end, we didn't buy. Hahahahhahahha. Proceeded to 313 for lunch and satisfy our dear tummies and edited pictures on the way home!

Overall, today was super pleasant for me and even though I have repeated this many many times, thank you (Ellie and Yun Ying) ♥ for cheering me up! Hehehehhehehe. 我爱你们 ♥ !

P.S. Ellie, now you know I like Hello Kitty already right? :) Hehehehehe

Nothing's forever. Forever's a lie. All we have is what's in between, нello αɴd ɢoodвye ♥

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy

2011-08-12T19:00:00.005+08:00

I've locked my blog! And who are the readers? They are the blog authors and yes, it's only me. So I shall post some happy things! Firstly, blog sales have been good :) wheeeee~ but I kinda neglected it because I'm really busy these days but I've a really good idea! Which is to post 1 new design every week! Hehehe, hope this plan works well. Secondly, I've always felt a barrier between Yun Ying though I really want to become close to her. But ever since she has become my deskmate, I never fail to confide in her. I feel safe and comfortable with her apart from the fact that I chose to keep some things for fear of breaking down again. She's really a (Y)! Thankyou! Lastly, I passed my Grade 8 for Piano, both theory and practical! I'm so happyyyyyyy! I'm finally done :):) even though it's over, I'm thinking whether I should take diploma. Hmmmm, but my hectic schedule is making me think otherwise :(:( ohya. I've to thank Teacher Jane and most importantly, Teacher Alice for teaching me so passionately and patiently and allowing me to complete the 'first half' of my piano journey with great success! Heheheh, since the atmosphere here is so happy, I shall not stop here and make myself happy too!

It's so easy to say goodbye but it's so hard to mean it ♥

In a Heartbeat

2011-08-09T23:05:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore! ♥

Father and Mother, I love you

2011-08-02T18:39:00.005+08:00

Everytime I come home feeling down, Everytime I come home feeling upset, Everytime I come home feeling lost, Everytime I come home feeling that life is so bad, my family will always be there cheering me up. Simple actions such as Mommy buying Gong Cha, Papa fetching me, Jie Jie teaching me, Kor Kor teasing me actually made my day so much much much better than a sucky day in school. Albeit my friends are always there, making an effort to cheer me up, I have to say that none of them actually made me smile so much and give me the courage to confide entirely into. Not saying that they aren't nice, in fact, they are so nice that I wouldn't want to spoil their mood when I'm with them. Someday, I will just explode from all these secrets that I have been trying to keep to myself but till the day comes where I really feel overwhelmed, I really wonder how I will handle it.

#08 - How do you feel today? ^^

2011-07-30T18:52:00.006+08:00

Oh well! Perfect! I feel accomplished today cause I've completed my 7TH TRIATHLON! And, i suddenly feel so lucky. I have got doting parents, wonderful siblings, awesome trips overseas and much much more! Therefore, I am also here to thank my family for making me feel that life isn't that bad. When I'm down, my family ♥ is always there for me!
Hehe~ That should be all ba. Byebye and do support my blogshopppppp and the facebookkkkk one!!

Some day, I should post about the countries I've been to in my life! Probably after EOYs. Like Thailand in P1, Australia in P2, China in P3, Korea in P4, Hong Kong in P5, Hokkaido in SEC 2! ♥

Wildest Dream

2011-07-21T20:22:00.007+08:00

Do not read this if today is a horrible day for you.

I have been trying to control my emotions and everything but I really can't hold it anymore. Frankly speaking, I'm not enjoying my school life the slightest bit at all. Every single day is just like a torture, making me hate school more and more. I have nothing to look forward to in school anymore - not even seeing my friends.

I took the effort to start liking school after Sec 1. I thought I was improving in Sec 2, as I did not hate school anymore because I have nice and comfortable friends around me, passionate and caring teachers, interesting and fun lessons together with my oh so hyper class. I was a good student, I dared to speak up and ask funny questions and I respected teachers a lot.

However, everything took for a turn in Sec 3, I felt like I did not belong to the class and I never will. I could not cope and I feel so distant from my classmates. I feel like a loner. Every single point of time I feel hurt, I will just keep it to myself because I find no point in sharing with others. I may be like the happy go lucky kind in class but actually I'm not. When I'm home, looking at the huge pile of work awaiting me to complete them just makes me have a strong urge to change school. A school where I will truly feel happy, a school where I will look forward to everyday, a school with less stress and everything. Furthermore, I'm feel like a bully in school. I tease people without caring for their feelings. The fact that they feel hurt while I did not realise makes me feel like a completely sadistic and mean person. Teachers now are like always picking on me. Since Primary School, I have never ever shown disrespect to teachers but now I feel so disrespectful, so not my usual self and I don't want to be a rebellious kid. I want to be a good student who hands up homework on time and respect teachers.

Apologies to all those people I have hurt this year and those reading this. I never mean it, I never mean to cause your unhappiness. Sorry.

Introducing Tuxedosam

2011-07-20T20:56:00.008+08:00

TUXEDOSAM! ♥

#07 - Upload a recent picture of you ^^

2011-07-19T18:24:00.005+08:00

That's me

2011-07-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

I know I don't say this at all but today, I'm going to say :
FML
I hate my life. I hate my school. I hate my friends. I hate my family. I hate everyone. I hate this sucky world. I hate everything. I hate myself.

#06 - When was the last time you cried? :'(

2011-07-11T11:56:00.002+08:00

It's English IC now and hence, I'm using my tablet pc! :D Hehehe. It has been ages since I serve the net in class. Sorry, side track a bit. So when was the last time I cried?

Haha, if you saw me in class just now, I cried like in the morning during chinese lesson probably because I was too mad and annoyed with that sucky and lousy and proud and petty teacher. I know it is like very childish of me to cry la but this is probably the first time I cried due to anger :( Oh well, from now on, I shall just ignore him, not answer his questions, don't even look at him in his eyes, keep quiet in class, not greet and bow to him and everything! Okay, I'm just annoyed talking about him already so I shall go help my group for the debate points now! Buh-bye! ^^

#05 - Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good :(

2011-07-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

Oh Well, I think it should be the first semester of Sec 1? I hate Crescent and with the friendship problems that I had, life seems so much worse. I couldn't cope, almost failing all the subjects. I miss my primary school friends and everything. I went through the stage where I grew rebellious but after all, all these are in the past!

And one of the most basic principle of my life is to "Look Forward to the Future and Get Over the Past". Hence, I shall practice what I preach. HAHA ^^

#04 - Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good ^^

2011-07-04T14:17:00.002+08:00

Hehe, probably none :(
Where got life so perfect one? :>
But probably, my best times were during End of Year holidays la! Play whole day > Go out with friends > Go overseas > Come back from overseas then celebrate christmas > Go malaysia! Whooooooooo. Hehehe ^^

The Time of our Lives!

2011-07-02T19:46:00.002+08:00

ASGeeeeeeeee is so awesome! Definitely miss those times where we laugh together, cry together, miss lessons (!), go crazy together, camwhore together, apply make up together! Ahhhhhh, such wonderful memories! ♥

#03 - If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do? ^^

2011-06-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

Haha! Okay, this is question is so weird ._.

Firstly, I would do many many letters probably to the most precious people of my life and I hope that those letters will represent me! Hehehe.

Secondly, I would organise a party and invite everyone who hold a special place in my heart! After all, all I ask for is for everyone to have a memorable memory of me having fun with them isn't it?

Thirdly, I would present all the letters that I wrote to each and every person before that and also tell them my final words that I wish for them. Hahaha.

Lastly, I would leave this world peacefully with no regrets. Hmmmmmm ^^

#02 - Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years ^^

2011-06-22T22:05:00.009+08:00

Over the years since I started P1, I've had many best friends and all of them took a special place in my heart! ♥ It's those best friends that made me feel that the reason why I can survive in school is due to them and they in fact were the best part of my studying life. Hehehe. So I shall write a personal dedication to all of them!

Besley : Hey! How are you? Haha. I remember you cause you are probably the first friend I made in Primary School and I still remember that I used to call you everyday! I miss those times though but we never really keep in touch now but it's okay cause I will always remember you as "My First Best Friend"! ♥

Hui Shan : Yo girl! I know you read my blog right? Hahaha. I miss you so so so much though we just met last week but I think that the next time we can meet is only the next school holidays :( I remember we always quarrel in Primary School but at the end of the day, we never fail to patch up. Now that we are in Secondary School, I feel that the bond between us is getting stronger and stronger though we meet lesser and lesser so I hope we can be best friends forever alright? And you will always be the NO.1 friend in the whole of my life! ♥

Fanny : AhLian uh! Nihao ma? I remember you cause you always make me cry :( but it's actually those moments that make me remember my primary school life! Hahahaha, we always say must meet up but never meet le. I'm still waiting! To be frank, I really hated you in Primary 3 and 4 but when you suddenly transferred to 6 Gracious, I was really shock and scared of you la. But turns out that it was my turn to disturb you. Hahahaha! Ya know my most touched moment that year was when we got our PSLE certificate and the school we got posted to and you suddenly come running to me and whispered to me "Merry Christmas! Nah, your card." I was so super super touched la. Then you said "Be honoured cause you are the only one that I gave a card to!" Awwwwwww :') I still keep the card in a very special place and of course you are also a very very special friend in my heart because I never knew that enemies could become the best of friends! ♥

Say Hwee, Kiang Rae, Si Xuan, Claire, An Qi, Wei Lynn, Amy : Yo guyz! I really have to thank all of you for making me feel that secondary school ain't that bad! Hehehe. Every single moment I spent with you all, talking, laughing, playing, disturbing one another is really very very very special and they are in fact what I enjoyed the most in Secondary School. Without all of you, I bet I will still be a very pessimistic child saying "I hate school" this and that, so yay, " I may hate sec school but I will always love all of you!" Since there are 7 of you, I will give all of you a heart each! Hehehehe ^^ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I LOVE ALL MY BEST FRIENDS! ♥

#01 - Post 15 facts about yourself ^^

2011-06-21T17:46:00.011+08:00

▲ I love to shop a lot a lot. I can shop so much that people say that I have retail therapy which means that I shop to make myself happy! So, to make me happy, just bring me out for a shopping spree! I bought a "shopaholic" shirt recently too.

▲ I hate to move forward. I seriously hate moving forward and therefore, I'm a very pessimistic person. My sister told me recently "Everyone hates moving forward because we know nothing about what lies ahead of us." This sentence explains why, I presume.

▲ My favourite emoticon is " ^^ ". Don't you think it's cute? Haha. Therefore, for every title of this challenge, I shall add " ^^ "!

▲ I have a very good memory, not academic based. I remember every incident that happened since I was 4. This shows you that I have a good childhood isn't it? ^^

▲ I absolutely detests insects, pests and creepy crawlies. They just give me shivers down my spine and if you know me well, I scream at the sight of insects even ants, especially at OBS.

▲ I have been to 3 camps since Primary 5 and recently, OBS. I always say I hate camps before the camp but after everything, I would say I love it and it is those camps that gave me many memories because most of the things I do there are my "first time".

▲ I think a lot, not academic based. I think a lot especially when I am alone. This makes me emotional at times. Every day when I have a chance to be alone, usually before sleep, I always reflect. Like "What have I done right today? Did I do anything wrong? How can I change?" and stuff but in fact, nothing actually changes. In fact, it just demoralises me.

▲ I am not into K-Pop but I appreciate their music especially OSTs. However, recently I am quite impressed by SNSD, especially Taeyeon and Hyoyeon ^^

▲ I laugh easily. I like to laugh but sometimes it feels awkward to laugh alone especially in the midst of lessons. I laugh, thinking that the whole class is laughing only to realise I'm the only one. I laugh a lot with my friends too. However, I don't exactly laugh a lot at home.

▲ I tear easily when I am at home. Whenever I think of past memories, I will tear because the present is like shit compared to the past and everything changes too fast and I just refuse to accept the fact.

▲ I love company. I hate to be alone and this is the reason why I told my mom that in future when I have to go overseas to study, I want to go to the same university as my sister and we will stay together in the hostel! ^^

▲ I love the colour combination black (words) and red (heart) like this > Hello! ♥

▲ I love Hong Kong Dramas, mainly TVB, a lot and I don't know why. I just feel that the people there have a natural flair for acting and this is also one of the reasons why most of the songs in my iPod are Cantonese songs and my idols are from Hong Kong too!

▲ I don't like to eat proper meals but I love to snack. This is the reason why I am fat :( I love sweets, chocolates and crispy seaweed. Hehehe.

▲ I love Hello Kitty though I am scared of cats

The Ultimate Challenge ^^

2011-06-20T16:11:00.001+08:00

Hello! ^^ I was browsing through Tumblr and saw this pretty interesting challenge. Hehehe. So, to keep my blog alive, I've decided to do this but I won't be posting everyday but I promise, I will finish this challenge!

1) Post 15 facts about yourself.
2) Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
3) If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good.
5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
6) When was the last time you cried?
7) Upload a recent picture of you.
8) How do you feel today?
9) What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you?
10) What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
11) Write about the best day of your life.
12) Write about the worst day of your life.
13) What are your plans for the future? Far and near.
14) Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.
15) Write about something you worry about a lot.
16) Name 2 significant people of your life and explain why.
17) Bullet your day.
18) Post one confession/secret.
19) Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
20) Name 5 presents you wish to receive on your birthday.
21) How has your life changed over the past year?
22) What made you smile the most today?
23) Describe what you spend most of your time on.
24) How was your week been?
25) Write a letter to someone you miss.
26) Write about something you once loved, but now despise.
27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?

Daddy, Papa, Pops!

2011-06-19T14:51:00.002+08:00

Happy Fathers Day! ♥

When boys and girls grow up.

2011-06-14T19:21:00.005+08:00

Firstly, for this gathering to be a success the first person I really want to thank is ISAAC! Without him, all of us would not have a chance to meet to catch up with one another's life ^^ Starting from the time I met Hui Shan, when we reached Yishun MRT, I was surprised to see so many people there since we didn't even plan to meet them in the first place! Hahah. Anyway, we reached Isaac's condo pretty soon and I was super excited to see them. Wheeeee~ Oh ya, anyway, the people who turned up are Hui Shan, Shi Bei, Jian Lin, Debbie, Priscilla Chia, Jermaine, Shermaine, Xue Yi, Yu Cong, Clevence and none other than Isaac. Heheh. Dinner > Games! However, most of the time, I was camwhoring with Shannn, haha. Okay la, here are some peeek-chas. Thanks to HuiShan ♥ for the pictures and the title of this blog post. Hahaha.

I LOVE 6 GRACIOUS'08! ♥

I'm a Princess!

2011-06-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOHOO! So you should have noticed by now that I've changed my blogskin ^^ I love the banner a lot :x Heheheh. I guess all of you must be wondering why I haven't updated my blog for a very very long time and I apologise for it :( Reason being, this holidays have been a really hectic one. First Week was OBS! Second Week was mainly spent preparing for ASG! Oh well, anyway, on Friday, I went to watch Kungfu Panda 2 with my 2 lovelies :D Heheh. You should be able to guess who by now la.
Confession : This is the first time I went to watch movies with my friends!

Okay, so moving on with this week! I plan to complete all my homework and study, of course! Since I did not exactly do well for Mid Years, I must do much better and I mean it. And, I think my plan will be sort of ruined because I'm going out on Friday and maybe, Thursday. Completing homework should be okay la but studying I'm not sure. I really want to get my basics right :(

Anyway, my mom brought me out for my second shopping spree after Mid Years today! For the first shopping spree before the holidays @ Orchard, I bought a highwaist shorts like finally, a romper, a necklace and a tank from Mango (I bet my whole wardrobe is filled with tank tops!). And for this second shopping spree @ Vivo, I bought a tie crop tank top which is blue (I wanted the yellow one but sadly, it did not have my size so I bought a blue one instead but it's just as nice!), a yellow dress which is more suitable with tights and both this apparels are from Zara, a Rip Curl wallet and a Rip Curl 3-way bag. The bag is mad chio but I promised mommy the next bag I buy will be when I'm JC2 cause the bag is quite expensive ^^ I'm super happy lor! princesskid96. Mango and Zara really have many many nice clothes now cause I think they are trying to appeal to teenagers too and that's a good thing! After shopping at Vivo, quickly rushed home to change and I'm off for gathering with my oh so dear class, 6 GRACIOUS! ♥ And so, with lots of peekchas, i shall post about this gathering in the next post really soon! ^^ Seeya!

I'm an Outward Bounder!

2011-06-05T22:49:00.006+08:00

OBS was definitely an enriching jourey! ♥
Thankyou everyone for making this journey wonderful especially my beloved watch mates, my caring instructor and my supportive parents!

260511!

2011-05-26T19:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR KOR! <3

Do Support! ^^

2011-05-22T22:44:00.013+08:00

PEACELOVESMIL-E ♥

Cause everything isn't as perfect as it seems

2011-05-19T21:14:00.003+08:00

4 results are back. What more can I say other than the fact that I screw it up really badly. I used to think that results doesn't really matter. I used to think that results are not important. I used to think that it's the amount of hard work that you put in that really counts. I still think about that though but I am proven wrong. Not that I want to but it really did happen to me. What is this? For all the hard work that I put in, for all the heart that I put in, for all the temptations that I gave up just to study, what did I get? I would not want to deny the fact that I really did spend a lot of time on my iPod but these were all for leisure after the number of hours I studied. So why did this happen to me? Today, is the first time I cried when I got back my results. Not that I want to, I really wanted to display a strong front, tell myself that this isn't the end of the world but the inside of me just couldn't take it. Time and again, I have to convince myself that I have tried my best but why isn't everything proven right? Perhaps I am not fit to be in this school, perhaps I am just this stupid, perhaps I did not put in enough hard work, perhaps I was overly confident, perhaps I am born this way. But no, it isn't about other stuff or people, the problem is just me but why can't I find a way to change it? Why do I seem to fail in everything? I've always thought that by having a blog, I could pour out all my feelings thinking that it would give me a solution but now, all I do is stare at this screen which is staring back at me giving the bewildered look, as if I am just like that and I have to accept the fact. Is it really true? Can someone out there reading this or some angel watching over me tell me what to do, who I am, what I am capable of? Sorry papa and mommy for disappointing you, sorry friends for making you worry about me, sorry sixuan for asking you to take 9 subjects, sorry to those who consoled me but yet I ignored all of you, sorry. I really don't know what to do. I really really really don't know............ sorry.......

I'm Back!

2011-05-12T21:13:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK!
Hehe. Mid Years was, I should say bad? I was not well prepared though I studied super hard outside but inside, it's like empty? Since it's over, I shall look forward to a happy happy life! TeeHee. Oh well, anyway, I'm gonna open a blogshop, selling handmade stuff and FBTs! Do support when I open it :D So excited ^^ I shall stop here. Off to design my newwwwww blog[shop]! 再见咯。

Stars are seen together but yet they are so far apart. Good friends may not speak everyday, but remember they are linked heart to heart ♥

There comes a point in your life where you have to realise who really matters, who never did and who always will.

2011-04-13T23:04:00.010+08:00

H I B E R N A T I N G

Life can be hard. Life can be fun. Life can be kind and life can be mean. Have the right attitude & life can be whatever you want it to be! ♥

Together, we create the new era.

2011-03-31T20:47:00.008+08:00

SYF'11 is, indeed, a memorable experience! The bond between each and every dancer, the love and care for one another, the hard work that we've put in, the time we willingly sacrificed to come down early for morning practice really lead us to this great success!

We held each other hands tightly, with our heads looking down and deep in our minds we all wished for the same. Sentences like "Oh shit. 10 more than us already. Ahhh" ; "Alamak, coming soon liao" ; "Damai alr, oh no!" came out pretty quick and finally the moment that we've been waiting for arrived.

"Serial Number 68, Crescent Girls' School, Gold ... with Honours."

I couldn't believe it. In that split second, everyone let go of their hands and screamed like the world's going to end and were even "shhhh-ed" at but who cares? This is our pride, our moment, our effort. Then everything changed. Everyone, practically everyone bent down and covered their eyes and started crying. I'm one of them too. This has been the first ever time I cried for joy! It's the truth! All that we've wanted to come true really did came true! This is probably one of the best gifts that I've received this year.

Not forgetting our beloved laoshi of course. Through this whole journey, we got scolded a lot by laoshi and it was pretty demoralising but after that, we knew that he scolded us not that we did badly but because, he did not want to see our hard work go to waste and all we need is that little tinch of effort before we could really create a success. Also, Ms Sim, Ye Lao Shi and Cheng Lao Shi. Without their continuous care and support and love, we wouldn't have made that far! I would really like to thank them from the bottom of my heart ♥!

The everlasting memories that I have accumulated for this SYF journey would definitely last forever and I swear that I will really treasure and love this moment forever and ever and ever till the day that I'm not around! ^^

Always listen to your heart, because even though it's on your left side; it's always right ♥

#03

2011-03-22T18:41:00.004+08:00

DAY3 - DANCE ♥
Definition : A successive group of rhythmical steps or bodily motions.
Dance! I feel super proud to be a dancer for 9 years. It all started when I was in ballet when I was around K2 but stopped after 1 year and joined my Primary School's Chinese Dance Troupe from P1 all the way to P6, and now that I'm in Secondary School, I also feel pleased to be in my school's Chinese & Modern Dance Troupe! It isn't just about dancing that I learned for the past few years but also the attitude to perform, the feelings to execute, the bond between a group and the smile of Joy! I have definitely been through a lot like taking part in SYF (in pri school), AYG, YOG and now, it's the major SYF (in sec school) that all of us are experiencing, putting our effort in making the dance a success in every possible way. We are left with a few more days but I'm sure we will make this last few days fruitful before we execute the final moments! We dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes, we dance for screams, we are the dancers, we create the dreams. Crescent Dancers, 死也要拼出来 ♥ !

A moment like this.

2011-03-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

Today, is, I should say one of the best best days of 2011 ^^ In the morning, went for Venus Run to commemorate womens' day. We had to run 5km which is like easy peasy la. Heh. After that, went home to bathe and dress up cause gonna go out with Si Xuan ♥ but later I got angry at Mummy for not allowing me to wear contacts. Hmph -.- Si Xuan was late and that's her first time la. Then we made our way to Pepper Lunch. Wheeee~ Damn shuang but hor, super ex le. It's like $2 more expensive and I can use the money to buy sweets but nvm la :x Felt super proud of myself cause this is my first time finishing every single grain of rice on the hot plate,teehee, I know I very waste food ^-^ Then we made our way to Far East. Walk around and was super not crowded, I don't like. Felt quite demoralised cause nothing caught our eyes but after walking for hours, we finally got something. Oh yay! However, that's like the only thing we bought after that. Later, trained to Bugis to chou4 re4 nao4. Haha, I know I very lame la. I got a cute hello kitty coin box. So cuteeeee and I finally got red and got 4 extras so I shall just give as birthday present since it's like so cute looking and nice la. By then, our legs suan until wanna die liao. Hehe (Y) so happy lalalalala!
Conclusion : Both Si Xuan and I are picky shopaholics. We only buy clothes from those that we can try, but this shows that we don't spend to freely right?

We do not remember days, we remember moments ♥

#02

2011-03-19T21:56:00.005+08:00

DAY2 - HOPE ♥
Definition : A feeling of desire and confidence in the possibility of its fulfilment.
Hope, probably my favorite word to use to encourage people. Just like how Claire used it to inspire me. You'll never know how much your song inspired me, Claire <3 Everytime when you fill down or the whole world just come crashing down on you, do believe that there is still hope. This explains why so many people who hit the bottom rock of their lives manag to stand up again because they believe that there is still hope, they believe that there are many things out there for them to accomplish, they believe that what's happening to them ain't the worse. This too tells all of you why i never did give up on myself ;) So what's there for us to worry about? I shall bear this in mind and I hope all of you do too : When there's a will, there's always a way ^^

#01

2011-03-19T21:35:00.010+08:00

DAY1 - LOVE ♥
Definition : An intense emotion of affection, warmth, fondness and attachment.
Iloveyou. Ilovemyfamily. Ilovemyfriends. Ilovehokkaido. Ilovetravelling. Ilovemycarebears. Ilovemyprimaryschool. Ilovesweets. Ilovedance. Ilovemydomo. Iloveshopping. Ilovem&ms.
This whole list of *Ilove...* probably isn't going to end. There are manymanymany things in our life, for us to appreciate, love and care for. It wasn't until I did this did I realise that all these are so important. Love doesn't really have to be for a person and could be for a thing too! Trust me, all this "things" will make you feel happy and they are of no difference to a person. Let's all treasure this wonderful "love-lies" and we will never regret them! ^^

A Second Chance.

2011-03-19T21:19:00.003+08:00

Harrow! My blog is, dead? Heh. So here I am, thinking of ways to revive my blog C:

♖ Rant More, which means that I will lead a miserable life. So ~~*cross out*~~ immediately

♖ Update more photos, which means that my blog posts will be more interesting but it takes an uber long time since most of my photos are memory loaded? *x-es off*

♖ Talk more about my daily life. I think this is a common problem among teenagers. What more can our daily lives be other than study, eat, bathe, sleep. Right?

♖ Daily challenges. I think this is worth contemplating over since I can have more inspiration to talk about something. However, I don't always have time so I shall just blog about all these daily challenges when I've time!

Okay, so decision is finally done! ^^

It's just one of those days.

2011-03-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

I apologise for my deadness again. The term has come to an end. Oh Gosh, everything is like *zap* and over. This term hasn't been great but of course there are some things to be pleased about. Hence, I shall list the major events that happened ^^

♠ I became more hardworking!
♠ My results deteriorate for some subjects and improve for some subjects too.
♠ I made get to mix with 3C1 a lot and have many good friends like Ellie, Leah and many more.
♠ I lost a once good friend and I chose to ignore her after a really long decision.
♠ I experienced IBS, which was really awesome!
♠ I grew to take hardships.
♠ I realise that everything happens for a reason.
♠ I feel so proud of our Lit Video!

Yep, this is probably all. Anyway, today is a really depressing day. Japan is experienced an 8.9 magnitude earthquake together with the scary tsunami and aftershocks which have high magnitudes too. All this are happening in Japan and here I am, blogging. What's this? I can't do anything to help the victims, I can't do anything to stop this from happening. This is the first time I felt so affected. It's so saddening but all I could do now is #prayforjapan. "To those who are still struggling to live out there, don't give up. You family and friends are waiting for you so for them, please stay strong!" The more I type, I feel more and more upset. I will therefore stop here and everyone, please pray for Japan! *crosses fingers and prays really hard*

P.S. I created a youtube channel, do add me here

#prayforjapan ♥

I just need something.

2011-03-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

Robber *points gun at me* : " You want life or death? "
Me : " Death "

Picturesque

2011-02-27T21:39:00.004+08:00

Delusional Thoughts.

2011-02-27T00:34:00.002+08:00

Yes, another tiring week has just passed. I'm just gonna say that I screwed up my Sciences. Oh No :( Duhh, but what's done is done right. I'm still in my own world, thinking that I'm in 2S1, thinking that it's still 2010 and I'm just like lagging behind everyone. Oh No X2. School hasn't been great due to all the tests and stuff but I guess Week 9's gonna be awesome since there's no OBS for us and it's like a slack week for me to catch up with my revision and stuff. You know what? Piano exam schedule is out and I'm so gonna practice piano till my fingers break, do theory exercises due my hands are swollen and everything but I really do hope I can pass Grade 8 piano! I don't wanna retake and like play new pieces again, ya know? So I'm gonna pray really hard *crosses fingers*.

3C1 is really a nice class to be with! Everyone's so helpful like everyone! Scholars are really nice, and one of them let me copy their answers for spelling. Muahahaha. HCL lessons with my Kiang Kiang are really funny and I feel duper happy! SPA with Ellie is really epic and fun :> Yay, so I love 3C1 but of course, I wouldn't forget 2S1! <3

It's getting really late now so I shall say BYE!
P.S. I forgot to bring home my bio workbook! OHNO X3

Be strong now because it will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever ♥

"Open your arms and open your legs!"

2011-02-23T17:28:00.002+08:00

Dear Papa,

2011-02-16T00:30:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! Thanks for being my PAPA! ♥

I'm a Mugger Toad :)

2011-02-11T18:44:00.007+08:00

Hello, so it's been very long since I last post and I'm so sorry about that. School's been really busy with loads of tests coming up and I really mean LOADS! Anyway, first things first! I wanna wish my beloved best friend a Happy Belated Birthday!

Hey Claire! Happy Birthday, super belated. But still, I really hope that you can accomplish what you really want but most importantly, you have to be happy. If you are happy, I will be happy! Hope you have a joyous celebration that day! I loveeeeeee you!

Secondly, Chinese New Year was pretty awesome! On New Years Eve, I went out with Hui Shan! It's been a long long time since I last went out with her :) omg, love her so much and I really enjoyed myself! And, I finally got the vintage bag :> hehehoho. Yep, so Hui Shan and I took really pretty neoprints cause two pretty babes are inside :} On the very first day of CNY, we went Malaysia! It was really fun getting to wear pretty clothes and to dress myself up (Y) hehe. Reached there quite early and felt really tired cause I woke up super duper early and I nap-ed till 3. Teehee. At night, we played with fireworks! It was really pretty but I was hiding in the house cause I'm scared but still, I didnt miss out the pretty view! Felt really satisfied to see cousins, talk to them and catch up with their daily lifes and stuff :] Second Day was fun as well and we toured around Singapore. He'eh :) Third Day, cousins from Malaysia came over to bainian! So happyyyyyyyy :> it's been like ages since all of them last came to Singapore. Visiting again and I really love to play Mahjong with them. Arghhhhhhh, so fun. Fourth Day was just like a norm Sunday and I thank everyone for making this Chinese New Year so memorable because it's been the only time I enjoyed so much so far in 2011! After test weeks which is probably week 9, I would upload a couple of pictures! Hehe.

Thirdly, since school has been really busy or should I say a Sec 3 life is too busy, I would be on a semi hiatus mood :( I don't want to be like that too because I really love to blog but, it seems that time is against me :( so I guess when everyone's at OBS, I will post? Probably after week 7 and 8. But I promise, I will never ever leave this blog alone or delete it because it contains too much memories (Y) okay, that's about all and next week is Valentines' Day and I wish that all couples last long! Another year without a Valentine for me. Teehee ;) but its kinda good in a way because I can focus on my studies and spend those times with my family! Haha, I shall be off now and Papa's birthday is coming as well as his retirement. Wish him all the best :) Bye! <:

Love is realising that every hour, minute and second was worth it because you went through it together ♥

Follow your heart ; you will then realise where you really want to be.

2011-01-27T22:05:00.011+08:00

School has been, I should say okay. Class is really fun to be with. Everyone is cute, unique and funny in their own ways. Chinese class has been really fun especially when Kiang Rae and I sat together and laugh about practically everything! Pictures, Imagination and the scholars are super cuteeeeeee! Every week is just like an additional amount of stress.

Getting to the point, I made some major decisions, accomplished some major events and received some disappointments :( One big big major event is that I left house, as in I am not a house leader anymore reason being I cannot cope with my studies. Yep, I thought about this for a really long time and made up my mind to this. Of course I will miss good friends like Christel and Joanna but sometimes, I have to make sacrifices to better achieve something right?

Okayyy, last Sunday on the 23rd, I had Duathlon. Organisation was really bad. Everything was so confusing. I didn't know how to get to the starting point. I ran 2.5 km instead of 1.2 km. I didn't know where the turning point for the second round of cycling was but I'm glad to say that I wasn't disqualified! I thought I came out last or something but I wasn't! I was the 11th, out of 42 peepos which made me really happy! Oh gosh yeah.

This week was kind sad too. I failed e maths. Maybe, it is just a signal for me to work harder and harder. It's depressing to fail the first ever test in Sec 3. It's depressing to know that I am in a class of a higher intelligence. Failing something is very common but somehow, it hit me real hard this time. I should study hard, harder. I should accomplish what I want to achieve. I should do everything to make myself happier. It's a little hard to grasp all the subjects now and I hope that I would be able to make full use of this weekend, revising a lot!

I'm looking forward to Chinese New Year! But after Chinese New Year, it would be a whole lot of tests waiting to kill me :( But it's okay. I shall just give it my best shot in everythingggggg~ Life as a Secondary 3 student is really hard hence, I am not able to indulge into so many entertainments which means that I will blog lesser but I will try to blog at least once a month to keep it alive and to let all of you know that I am still alive and coping well! Okay, that's about all and wish everyone a happy chinese new year! <3

Everyone in your life is meant to be a part of your journey, but not all of them are bound to stay. Most often, you have to let people go ♥

Back to Basics.

2011-01-19T18:40:00.004+08:00

I should say that my blog is literally dead. Well but I seriously have got no time to post and think about what to post every since school started. Everything's going at a fast pace so I have to keep up to the beat if not I would lag behind and I don't want to be a lagger :( School this days have been great but you see, the 5 letter word could never escape. Stress. Because of stress, I cried non stop for a few nights. Because of stress, I decided to quit House. This is a major decision. I have thought over it for a long long time because after all, House was really fun. Getting to make new friends who truly care for you is what really made me not regret joining House but I guess I am really not fit to hold a leadership role. So yep, that's about all and I hope the remaining 2011 could be a better better year. It's only week 3 and tests are starting to come up. The only thing I'm looking forward to now is Chinese New Year! I can't wait to wear new clothes, I can't wait to see my cousins again, I can't wait to receive lots of ang paos, I can't wait to stuff myself with new year goodies (Y) However, before thinking about all this, I should focus on my sudies first as after all, I made a promise! Promise to who? It's myself and I should adhere to it.

Talking about school, I feel that 3C1 isn't as bad as you think. Classmates are really nice and fun to be with! China Scholars are really friendly and fun to talk to. Teachers are trying their very best to teach us and I can see it. Some may not be the best teacher in the subject but I can see they are trying all ways and means to make us enjoy the lessons and have fun learning. Morning Practices for Dance makes me more prone to dozing off in class but I hope that I can treat it as a stress relief. Anyway, Papa has been fetching me to and fro and I really appreciate it! I feel honoured to have parents who are willing to sacrifice anything like their sleep just to accomadate us. I appreciate every single effort of everyone who tries to cheer me up.

Anyway, something really funny happened today. Si Xuan and I were walking down to find our parents and Si Xuan started laughing because my father was out of his car, crossed armed just like stanford raffles. Si Xuan couldn't stop laughing cause my father waited for me out of his car and I was like 'Your mother le?' She was like 'My mother always wait for me in her car.' Then she points to the direction then later, she realised that her mom was out of the car, whacking the carpet against the floor to get rid of the dust. Both of us could not stop laughing. OMG, I really ROFLMAO!

Learn to appreciate every phase of your life and find joy in them! That will make you a happy kid ♥

Autumn's Concerto ; 下一站，幸福

2011-01-13T21:22:00.003+08:00

下一站，幸福 ♥

School Blues

2011-01-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

Yes, Sec 3, is indeed so ~~simple~~. Lots of subjects, lots of new knowledge. The fact that being in 3C1 is what kills me. Everyone is so smart. Any teacher that come in would say "I believe all of you here are smart so I will teach faster". Like hello, I am not. I hate the fact that I have to make new friends, I hate the fact that I am not with 2S1'10 anymore and I hate the fact that I chose the stupidest combi ever. It has only been the first week of school and we already have tons of homework and projects to complete. Teachers have been really nice and I like all of them except for the physics teacher. It's like we are the teacher and he is our student. OMGosh. HCL, I really really really want to take Higher Chinese, I really need the 2 points to deduct I really need it. If only I could get that freaking 1 more mark, I would not have to undergo all these appeals and worry about catching up with lessons but all I could do now is to pray hard that I will pass the test and to study. I seriously will study harder for higher chinese so please, let me in okay? I shall stop all these ranting as after all, they are part of life. I will learn to accept it, but it takes time. I really love those beloved friends who stood by me the whole time I'm in darkness. Pretty much thanks :}

After all, it's a dream, but a pretty one ♥

Heartfelt Gratitude

2011-01-02T00:35:00.004+08:00

Since the start of 2011, I have not thanked those people that made 2010 an awesome and happy year for me. Hence, I shall mention and thank those that really give me such great, wonderful memories of Year 2010!

Firstly, my parents. Thanks to Papa and Mommy for pampering me. Thank you mommy for always being there for me and though you may be unreasonable, I know that you will always have us three children in your heart and no matter what happens, we will always be your top priority. Thank you papa for encouraging me to overcome all my problems bravely and also pampering me a lot. I really appreciate what you both had done for me in the time of 2010 and I will appreciate every little things that you do :)

Secondly, my siblings. Without my siblings, I will not lead such a laughter-filled life. All the talks and chats made me appreciate the siblings that I have to tell me about their experiences and to teach me how to overcome them like how they do. Without them, I would also be very lonely with obviously, doesn't fit the shy and quiet me. They may be irritating at times but I know that they are weirdly nice to me! Thank you and I love you!

Thirdly, my primary school friends. Yes, without all of you, I would feel depressed in my secondary school life as after all, all of you are the ones that cheer me up and let me remember those happy memories and the strong bond we shared in primary school. Everytime I meet all of you, I feel that all of you will give me hope in letting me know that life is not that bad after all. Thanks a lot!

Forthly, my secondary school friends, mainly Say Hwee, Claire, An Qi, Amy, Kiang Rae, Si Xuan and Weilynn. You all have been making me enjoy my secondary school life. Without you all, I would still be ranting about how much I hate sec school and everything. So yep, thanks and I love all of you.

Lastly, my Hokkaido Tour Group. I just like the way we can bond and click and everything. Thanks for making the trip enjoyable!

Thanks everyone! Thanks for making 2010 such an awesome year <3

New Year ; New Beginning

2011-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2011

This year's words belong to this year's language and next year's words await another voice.

2010-12-30T21:22:00.004+08:00

It's the last week of 2010 and there are probably many things I went through this year. This year has been really great of course but there are certain things that weren't that pleasant but I just took it as a part of life. After all, it already happened in the past. So I shall state the memorable memories that makes me remember this awesome 2010! Firstly, YOG! Singapore Youth Olympic Games Opening Ceremony! Through this performance, I made lots of friends and it was probably one of the best memories that I had this year. Secondly, Hokkaido Trip. I will definitely not forget this, of course. It has been the best trip ever, with the best tour group and the pretty snow. This are the 2 main stuff that will definitely make me remember 2010! Now that 2010 will end soon, I shall state my resolutions for 2011 and hopefully, I can fufill them :)

1. Study hard and be in the top 20% in school.
2. Learn to not think about stuff that has already pass.
3. Spend more time with family.
4. Complete Osim Triathlon and Duathlon successfully.
5. Find nice and pretty clothes.
6. Less bad tempered at home.
7. Not obsessed with any artiste so that I can focus on studies.
8. Pass grade 8 piano practical and theory exams!!!
9. Be happy and healthy! (:
10. Have a boyfriend, hehe!

That's what I want to achieve and I hope I can accomplish them. Thanks 2010 for making this year memorable and I believe that 2011 will be a better and more fun-filled year :D

This is what i would do : ► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness ♥

An island called Hokkaido.

2010-12-23T21:07:00.057+08:00

Hokkaido trip wasn't as boring as I thought it was, in fact, I thought it was the best best trip ever! It wasn't all about sightseeing, shopping and eating but the fact that the people there makes it the best tour group of the world! I shall start elaborating my trip on a daily basis.

Day 1

It was a super exciting day for me! As plane takes off at 8.30, we need to reach the airport at 6.30 so had to wake up at 5. Check in pretty early as we thought we could have breakfast there. Papa, Mummy and Kor had noodles while Jie Jie had burger king and I ate a little of both. There was Diva and it was selling tons of connector ring so I bought a connector bow ring. Pretty max. Boarded the plane and on the 7 hour plane ride, I watched 2 movies (police dog dream and HANAMIZUKI) which were pretty long and awesome! Touched down at Narita at around 4 and had severe stomachache so mummy bought some hot food for me. It's panini! It's like some pancake like thing which was fried and hot. Hokkaido was freaking cold and it was -9 degrees. Checked in to hotel nikko chitose which was freaking small but still, acceptable :)

Day 2

Morning Call at 6.30, Breakfast at 7.30, Board the bus at 8.30! Went down for breakfast and was greeted by the beautiful, pure white snow. It seriously lightened my day. Breakfast was so-so :) After breakfast while waiting for bus, we went out of the hotel to take some beautiful pictures with the snow!

1st stop : Shiraoi Ainu Village where the aborigine lives. First ever stop of the trip and watch a small mini performance about the way these people sing, the instruments they play and their standard of living.

2nd stop : Lunch at a seafood restaurant and all the seafood was super expensive. Spend like extra 240 bucks on extra food such as tuna belly, snow crab and clams.

3rd stop : Dormant Volcano called Jigokudani also known as hell valley and it's super smelly (like egg) due to the sulphur that it is emitting.

4th stop : Bear Ranch! The bears there are super cute. Bought some apples to feed them and some bears are charismatic, cute and pitiful. We fed the more under nourish bears as they seem to need to eat more.

Check in to Toya Kanko Hotel with the view of the lake toya. The hotel is big and pretty as it was a tatami style like hotel and we could wear Yukata, a kind of traditional Japanese costume for dinner and in the hotel. Dinner was appetizing with both the local and foreign tour guides entertaining us with their antics, dance and singing. Laughed till I had stitches but it's worth it.

Day 3

Morning Call at 6, Breakfast at 7, Board the bus at 8! It's snowing again! Boarded the bus and went forward to Sapporo. Japanese are so polite, while leaving the hotel, they took Singapore's flag out and wave to bid farewell to us. I don't even think Singapore would ever provide this service.

1st stop : Red Brick House where the government ruling Hokkaido work. That's where they conduct meetings. The scenery is nice and had a snow fight with kor kor and jie jie :)

2nd stop : Christmas village where they sell pretty christmas decorations and accessories and there was this pretty miniature Eiffel tower with a clock and there was 11:11!

3rd stop : Shabu Shabu for lunch and the soup is just plain water where we add any ingredients to give the taste. My lip bum melted as it was with the hot pack. Super cool sia but wasted quite a lot.

4th stop : Nan Shan Wine Village. There are free tasting of sake wines which are made of expensive rice so they are extremely expensive but I couldn't drink them as I am underage so it was like not very fun.

Check in to Sounkyo Kanko Hotel and it's tatami style again! Smaller though but the toilets are better. Buffet for dinner and it's the best meal of the trip as there are loads of cuisines and variety that suits my taste(Y) Walked to 7-11 after dinner and bought the usual snacks and it was freezing cold cold cold. Suffered a mild frostbite but it's worth it for the delicious snacks. Haha.

Day 4

It's snowing again again! Had my favorite buffet breakfast at 7. It's super nice again. And again, the hotel stuff bid us farewell despite the cold weather.

1st stop : 2 waterfalls, 'shooting star falls' (Ryusei-no-taki Falls) and 'milky way falls' (Ginga-no-taki Falls) that are husband and wife. So cool right? One was frozen while the other wasn't and I couldn't differentiate which was husband and wife though I know that the wife is taller, I guess.

2nd stop : Snow Mobil! My sister drove me as I didn't there to ride on my own cause I was afraid to fall down the hill. It was super freaky when JieJie brake and accelerate all of a sudden and I was screaming the whole of first round :)

3rd stop : Buffet Lunch was awesome max. Corn is sweet, Pumpkin Tempura is nice, Scallop is nice! They sell lots of lavender stuff there, anything you could think of, and I bought several accessories for Kaka and myself (Y)

stop : Bused all the way to ski resort but couldn't ski as we reached there at 3 and the ski thingy closes at 4. Tourguide lied about snow not being thick enough but I still see a lot of people skiing :( It was pretty fun after dinner though as a number of teens from our tour group went swimming together. Wave pool and spa! After swimming had gathering at hotel lobby to play cards :D Fun fun fun max! I love my tour group like seriously. I kinda miss them now, boohoo.

Day 5

It's snowing again again again! American breakfast with papa and jie jie as I sort of felt bored eating Japanese cuisine. Bused all the way back to Sapporo again for shopping trips!

1st stop : Shopping Trip at Nanshan Street and bought 1 whole big carton of milk chocolate. Saw this pet shop with so many small cute puppies, ohemgee! I really want to bring them home and this small cute puppy go round kissing the other puppies :)

2nd stop : Lunch at a Hotel with free flow of drinks!

3rd stop : Shopping at Stellar Palace, Daimaru! Main motive was to get a Burberry blue label bag but didn't get as designs weren't nice and limited but Mummy wanted to get me one :) oh ya' almost got a Polaroid but decided not to cause i would rather get a DSLR :) wheeeee~

4th stop : Christmas Lightings at Christmas Village. Pretty max and went to re see the items again! Really love the decorations , how I wish I could celebrate Christmas :(

5th stop : Dinner at the Shabu Shabu place again! Ordered 1 AA beef and 2 abalone! Total costs about $300+++

Back to hotel and we, 10 teens had the same gathering! Super crowded in the room :) How I wish we could go on the tour together again!

Day 6

Breakfast was yum yum yum again!

1st stop : 白子恋人 chocolate factory! It simply looks like a fairy land! Everything's so prettttty especially with those small little people dancing at different intervals of the day! OMG.

2nd stop : Old Fishing Village. There are olden and modernized buildings. Took the group picture! Super love :)

3rd stop : Shopping Trip at Shopping Street! There was this musical box shop called Otaru Music Box Mueseum. Jiejie bought a damn pretty musical box while I bought tons of accessories! 1 ear ring, bracelet and ring! Finally found the bracelet that I wanted! Accessories add up to more than 50 bucks but it's worth it cause it's authentic :) Meet papa at this coffee place where you can buy coffee and keep the cup! Papa chose the hello kitty cup and plate as he knew I love it! Yay max! There was this shop that sells all hello kitty items but I couldn't find anything that I like. Join the rest for scallop and oyster. It's super shuang3 especially if we eat something hot during cold weather. Kinda miss the nice food now. Ice cream was fantastic too! We tried the 5 flavors and green tea flavor which was awesome :)

4th/last stop of the Hokkaido Trip : Shopping Trip at Rera Chitose Factory Outlet. Finally bought a camera necklace! Yipee! Shop for accessories like mad this holiday and they are all authentic! This mall is pretty cool. It's like an outdoor mall with indoor shops so it's like super cold outside but super warm inside :) And, it's snowing again again again again again!

Took a domestic plane to Tokyo as we have to fly back to Singapore the next day. Tokyo was pretty warm having been in Hokkaido which was much much colder. Had dinner at a nearby shopping centre and rushed to eat as the shopping mall was about to close. At night, played with favourite group again! Played card games till like 1:23am as it was our last night together :(

Day 7

Breakfast was pretty okay and we bused to the airport. Bought 17 boxes of Royce at the Airport (Y)) ! On the plane, watched 3 movies : piercing me back together ; the handsome suit ; NADA SOUSOU : tears for you (the best jap movie ever!). Back to Singapore. It hurts to bid farewell to my tour group especially those teenagers. Will definitely miss the late nights a lot. Ending with my favourite photo!

Hokkaido is simply the best of the best. I'm happy with the stuff i got especially. If only I could stay there forever with my beloved tour group, it would be awesome, fun and everything! Will definitely go back someday.

Hokkaido ; on Hiatus.

2010-12-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

17 Dec 2010 ✈ 23 Dec 2010

You are the best of the best.

2010-12-13T18:41:00.004+08:00

Theme Song for 谈情说案 which I really love.

Awesome Awesome!

Follow your heart ♥

The Scientific Explanation for Love.

2010-12-10T14:56:00.007+08:00

" 当苯胺基丙酸加速，这就叫着爱情 ♥ "

When you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile.

2010-12-03T11:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the first ever outing and shopping trip with AnQi! (Y) Bad way to start a day : I was late. I was supposed to leave the house at 10.15 and turns out that I woke up at 10.20. That's like pretty much late because I need lots of time to prepare. Pfffft. Sorry An Qi for waiting like 20+ minutes for me. Proceeded to Lot 1 and that's where I bought her present :) It's a customized book mark. Hope you like it! Proceeded to Plaza Sing as I wanted to go to spotlight to buy some DIY stuff like key rings and I couldn't find it. Total waste of time but it's okay! Bugis, the shopping and food heaven. Haha! My motive was to shop, while An Qi's motive was to eat. Had Mos Burger for lunch. It was very appetising. Luckily I ate one burger only. (Y) My first time trying KOI but it did not turn out very pleasant. Firstly, we waited for around 30 minutes for our order. Secondly, when I went to some shoe shop, I accidentally spill the drink and oh gosh, felt super paisei. Thirdly, I spilt it again as it was too full and I tilt it. How memorable. An Qi was so thrilled. There was this really pretty hello kitty jacket but I did not buy cause the quality isn't there. Took Neoprints, and there are absoluely pretty! Shall scan them if I have time. That's about all! It was overall fun (Y)

If perfect is what you're searching for then just stay the same ♥

One, Two, Three, Four, Five

2010-11-29T17:44:00.004+08:00

I have not been posting for a long long long time. Many things happen!

Firstly, on 251110, I watched Megamind with my aunt! It was awesome. Everything is so cute especially the junior Megamind. The prison is cute, with rainbow patterns on the wall. Haha. Anyway, I have been really obsessed with the making of perler/hama/pyssla/pixel beads. Anddddd, my aunt is getting a big jar of beads and a set of ironing board and paper from Ikea for me for Christmas! (Y)

Secondly, on 271110, I had my first shopping trip of this holidays. However, it isn't really fun. We hardly bought anything. No clothes, only shoes and accessories. But it's okay because there are blogshops around!

Thirdly, on 281110, I went for the Hokkaido Talk Trip and the person who briefed was super cute and funny. Proceeded to Malaysia after that to visit my Uncle as he met with a car accident :( Quite serious and scary though. The point is, I wasn't allowed to go in cause my skirt was too short. It's the length of my school skirt anyway. I shall not complain too much cause it's a government hospital. Oh so whatever. Pfffft.

Fourthly, on 291110 which is today, JieJie is back from Vietnam! She seem quite upset though probably cause of the 9 day attachment with the kids there. She bought a smiley shirt for me! Super cute! I was thinking of getting one from Bugis and so I can spend more now. Muahahaha.

Lastly, for this whole holidays, I managed to catch a TVB Drama called 谈情说案. It's awesome max! Staring Tavia and Raymond. Because of this show, I love Tavia and Raymond more more more. Linda, please appear in more shows! Hence this show is a must must must watch!

That's about all and I shall blog more if I have the time.

Sorry for not giving you a proper farewell ♥

Musical Evening 2010

2010-11-21T14:03:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not posting for a long time as I was super busy with dance and housework :( But it's okay cause I am back! Yesterday was Crescent's Musical Evening and it was pretty much much awesome. UCC is awesome, Lightings are nice but Dancers are what makes the best out of it. Finale was a real (Y). Dressing rooms are nice for camwhoring especially the huge lockers to hide in. Lunch and Dinner was yummy for once! Before performing, I was really worried that I could not stand properly cause I was not wearing specs and I could not wear contacts but everything went smoothly, more smoothly then the actual YOG itself. Luckily, there wasn't a need for headgear for finale. Hehe. I seriously love the running out part. It's like BOOMZ, so many heads start turning to you! Everthing ended shortly. Mummy was telling me the funny incidents or conversation that Papa told her.

Firstly, the choir sang some folk song like "di tanjong katong" or something like that then Papa told Mom," Woah.他们说katong, make me feel like eating katong laksa." LOL x 1

Secondly, there was one band part where they leave their instruments up and Papa again ask Mom," Why didn't the girl playing drums leave them up?" LOL x 2

Anyway, there are more but I have couldn't recall. Italian Soda, Passion Fruit from Dome is the saviour for the day. Awesome, nice, sweet, indescribable feeling when I drank it. Oh ya, Mom also told me " Shalynn, I did not know you could dance so well. " Hehe. Crab for supper as a reward. I am going to miss all my friends and practices for Musical Evening but it is something worth remembering for.

We will never learn to appreciate people. Until we part, we will then understand how much they have become an important need of our lifes ♥

Friends

2010-11-16T21:40:00.003+08:00

Perhaps this word means more, so what is the true meaning of friends?

Sometimes, our brain registers but our heart doesn't ♥

First Impressions.

2010-11-15T20:40:00.005+08:00

First impressions just ain't good. Whenever you feel that you will like this person a lot from your first impression of her, everything just turns out the other way. When you look at someone who laughs all day and is helpful at the beginning, you will naturally feel that hanging out with her will be a happy thing as there would be no quarrels or fights but turns out the more you get to know her, the more you feel that the bad side of her is coming out. However, when you look at someone who is always clinging on to you, you will feel very irritated but turns out that this person is your guardian angel, whenever you do something wrong, she will not hesitate to point out your mistakes and stand by you the whole time you are trying to change. Why is it that I, myself just don't know how to appreciate people who are truly caring for me but instead, appreciate those that just come and go out of my life?

Please don't toy with me, I ain't a doll ♥

Dancing to a whole new song.

2010-11-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

Dance Batch Outing was mad awesome. But the after effect of everything is so not nice. I feel as red as a lobster. We went to Marina Barrage. It seems like a learning journey because we went to the visitors centre and camwhored a lot. I shall fly a kite next time. Awesome day out with fellow dance mates!

I understand the importance of time now. Many things can change in a day, or even a night, including your feelings for someone ♥

Letter // Day 30

2010-11-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

Day 30 : Write a letter to your reflection in your mirror.

Dear Reflection,

Thank you for allowing me to appreciate myself. HAHA! It's the last letter like finally :)

Love.

Letter // Day 29

2010-11-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

Day 29 : Write a letter to the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Dear No One,

-

Lots of Love.

6 Gracious '08, i love you so.

2010-11-11T00:42:00.009+08:00

6 GRACIOUS '08
Today's friends gathering at Isaac's place was awesome max. I remember that I told myself that I would not appear in any gathering but my heart failed to do so. I met Prisc before meeting Isaac at Sun Plaza to shop for drinks and snacks. Did damn loads of retarded but fun stuff. Hi Five, Priscilla. Isaac was supposed to help me jailbreak but in the end, I did not have the correct format for my iPod. I shall update tomorrow then. Sorry for the trouble uh. Played games like Truth or Dare, Blind Mice, Murderer, Dog and Bone and they were seriously awesome maxmaxmax. Priscilla Chia and I kept doing retarded stuff, bluffing Isaac that we were lost, climbing up the kitchen at the social lounge sitting on some plank and switch off the light and when Isaac came in, he probably got a heart attack. The most epic incident was when we sat on the edge of the sofa(high part) to camwhore then suddenly, the whole sofa flip over. Damn funny lor. Hui Shan came late so we did nothing special but it's okay. I love her DSLR like damn much. It's so pretty! But of course, I love her more. Everything went well. Thankyou Isaac for all the work that you did. I do have to thank you much more though, seriously. Sometimes, I feel that what you want to happen will happen because I am learning to let go someday.

I could find a thousand reasons to like you, and none for him. But sometimes, it's just him ♥

Letter // Day 28

2010-11-11T00:39:00.002+08:00

Day 28 : Write a letter to someone that changed your life.

Dear Claire,

Thanks for changing me, my life for the better. Without you, I would not have been that mature or be responsible in my work. Without you, I would not learn to appreciate the people around me that are truly caring for me. Without you, I would not have learn to not accept first impressions. Without you, there would be no ME today. I love you.

Love.

Changes, that's what keeps us moving on

2010-11-09T23:00:00.005+08:00

Things have been looking up lately. This week shall be an eventful week. Wednesday, which is tomorrow is 6 Gracious Friends Gathering. Friday is Sec 2 Dance Batch Outing to Marina Barrage and I'm looking forward to it but sadly, I must leave early for piano. Coming to the point, I have decided to change my blogskin, editing them and people say that my ex blogskin was nicer. It's okay. They will get use to it soon. Anyway, holiday homework are a no-no. It isn't having any progress which is makes me oh so dead. Oh ya, Dance is so fun! I love SYF, memories coming to me back and forth. The dance is awesome and the people dancing are more awesome. Bruises everywhere but they are worth it because what I am doing is what I love which does not really matter. Hopefully, SYF would be a great success and let's work together to it, dancers. That's what is happening lately. Hopefully, I would be able to finish Holiday Homework by November, so Shalynn, stop getting distracted. Discipline is all that it needs. Letter Challenge is going to end soon and I shall pick up another challenge soon :)

For all that you did, you left it trampled all over on, never thinking that it was still beating, not for me, but for you ♥

Letter // Day 27

2010-11-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

Day 27 : Write a letter to the friendliest person you knew for only one day.

Dear Harriet,

It's like so sad that we knew each other for only like one day but we grew so close via phone and sms for quite a period of time. I do miss you though. It's like really fun getting to know you and I though I would not make any friends for the one day course but I did and that is you as well as your sis, Edina. Your names are really unique and therefore, I never forget them at all. The truth that makes me not forget you is that you have a kind heart. I remember that we ran to 7 eleven like to and fro and we talk so much even though it was only that 1 day. Wherever you are in Singapore, I wish you happiness and good luck for every obstacle and phase of your life.

Love.

Letter // Day 26

2010-11-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

Day 26 : Write a letter to the last person you made a pinky promise to.

Dear Claire,

Haha, it is a forced pinky promise anyway. Haha, but it's okay cause you still agreed. Anyway, I really want to thank you for being a really good friend. I will write you a longer letter soon okay? Cause one of the letters in the later part will refer to you. Bye.

Love.